AND ONE DAY I FOUND AHMED

I have not come to write lately. I have felt the urge of doing it but I have been entertaining myself with other issues going on in my life. So many issues. I am all over the place emotionally speaking. But today I want to talk about a person I love. Did I say I love? Love is nothing. I adore this man! I wish I could love a little or in a more balanced way. You would think after dating for few years and meeting people that would tell me “I love you” when they meant “I sort of, kind of, think I like you”… LOL …I would learn something, but no. I cannot be like anyone else. I tried in the past but that hurt a lot…