I decided that 2022 was going to be the opening for new things in my life. The breaking of rules I had followed in my life for so long. I was thinking, why I am still dragging myself to the floor for others when in reality I don’t want to? Why am I still suffering because of my bad relationship with my mother? I was living two lives. I was saying I was happy, but deep inside I was not. But at the same time I was not mad. Or was I? No! I was living in a…